So I already know that no one really reads my blog, so I decided that I'd start ranting about my personal life as well! Isn't that great, older Judy? You get to read my written confusion and poorly channeled anger!

I get really angry when people mock me. Not mocking in a joking way such as making fun of my obsessions or if I slipped up a word and it was worth a replay (which I am fine with), but serious sarcastic mocking with the intention of hurting me. It pisses me off to no end. When I write or speak an argument in my own words, I don't want it thrown in my face as if it were worth mocking because I'm being completely serious and often expect others to feel the same way. When someone mocks me when I'm being serious and feel strongly about something, I just absolutely hate them. I can't even tell whether they're more immature for not realizing just how childish and inappropriate they're being or I'm more immature for being offended.

I know people always say, "just ignore them and be the better person". But I can't let that go. It just holds so much disrespect when someone obviously decides to take more time mocking you than formulating their own argument and it makes them seem so stupid and childish. Not to mention (again) that it bugs the crap out of me. And the amount of bugging it does rises with how close they are to me because I have to deal with them as a part of my personal life for  a longer time than a stranger, whom I can flip off and never talk to again.

Simply put: I can't find it in myself to respect people that don't respect me. If someone thinks their argument is strengthened by mocking mine, they're both stupid, disrespectful, and obviously don't have the means to form their own ideas in a respectful and effective manner. If someone honestly wanted me to listen to them after they mocked me, tough luck to them. After someone mocks me during an argument, I am done with them. They are no longer even worth arguing with because there is now a giant gaping intellectual gap.

I hate everyone. Seriously.